What is the biggest challenge you will face in the next six months?
The biggest challenge is “where to from here?”. I have hit a sweet spot when it comes to my daily life – good rhythm, right interaction. I think I have found a paradigm for me in history and there is peace.
But there is never certainty. The very fact that I look for control is part of the current struggle. The desire for external consultation is the struggle.
To put it a different way: what does it mean for me that my relationship with Jesus is absolute?
Even so, come Lord Jesus.
this solitary life 