can I just disappear?

I cannot get going today. I am tired and emotionally exhausted. Can I just disappear?

I have prayed and had a very strong cup of tea. I miss the silence and solitude. I tried reading but my mind is all over the place. The Bible Study is tomorrow but I cannot focus.

So I am surfing the net looking for nice pictures of monasteries and Carthusian cells. And listening to really bad 80s music. Maybe I go and sit outside for a little?!